I’ll be honest: I didn’t want to make this. It wasn’t because I lacked the fire - far from it. Every time I thought about hitting “record,” I could feel the weight of all the unburned bullshit inside me: the curated answers, the professional tone, the perfectly edited stories that sound good but don’t touch bone.
And I said, “Fuck that.”
If I’m going to speak, I’m going to speak from the place no one’s allowed to see. This isn’t a podcast about tips and tricks. It’s a confession. It’s communion. It’s a kind of truth that cracks your ribcage open and says:
You’re not the only one.
When the Silence Hammers Your Skull
If you’re listening right now while…
pacing your apartment because the silence feels too loud,
avoiding the 47 open tabs that were supposed to move your business forward,
wondering how you can be this smart, this gifted, this capable and still feel like a fucking mess…
Let me be crystal clear:
You are not broken. You are not lazy. You are not behind.
You are in a system that was never designed to hold your voltage. A world that only rewards you when you contort, bend, shift - when you become a chameleon.
I’m not here to fix you. I’m here to remind you: Your design is divine. Even when it looks like burnout. Even when it sounds like procrastination. Even when it feels like you’re fucking everything up.
Who the Hell Am I?
I’m Khadaura Roshan: strategist, speaker, creator, soldier, mentor, mirror - all the things. For the last few years, I’ve been holding space for some of the most brilliant, chaotic, gifted minds on the internet:
ADHD and neurodivergent entrepreneurs
neurodivergent creatives
body‑aware, money‑aware, legacy‑driven leaders
The ones who talk about six figures but still freeze when someone compliments them. The ones who can map a $200K launch in an hour… but can’t answer a text for three weeks. The ones who don’t need more templates; they need more truth, both inside and out.
So this isn’t the podcast where I pretend to take notes while guests talk about “habits of high performers.” It’s not a tips‑and‑tricks highlight reel. This is where I say the things I usually only say behind paywalls, in Voxer rants, or to the version of me I meet in the mirror at 3 AM.
Because I’ve been all of it:
the “motivated” one,
the burnout king,
the high‑income earner who couldn’t rest without spiraling,
the masked overachiever who thought regulating meant becoming smaller.
I thought all this stuff was BS at one point. I’ve known I’m a leader… and still second‑guessed my tone when I hit “publish.” Friends would tell me, “Khadaura, it’s time to claim your seat at the fucking table.” But I’m done with seats. It’s time to stand on the table and invite more people up there with me.
What Is REWIRED?
REWIRED is where I come to tell you the truth before it’s polished. It’s the sacred ground between “I made it” and “I’m still bleeding.” It’s where I let myself be all the things most people never survive long enough to articulate:
Strategic. Spiritual. Sad. Savage. Scattered. Soft.
Soft as hell and still making people cry with a single sentence.
As an Army combat veteran, I know what it means to be a survivor. I’ve been blown up twice. I’ve lost friends who didn’t make it back. When I say “survivor,” I carry their stories, too.
You don’t need another person selling you a version of yourself with fewer symptoms. You need someone who’s walked through the same shame spiral… and came back with a fucking map.
I’m not perfect and that is okay. I will stutter. I will mess up my words. And I’ll still keep going. I won’t edit out every “um” or “fuck,” because I am human.
Why You’ve Never Won Before
If you’ve ever asked yourself:
“Why can’t I just start?”
“Why do I crash after every breakthrough?”
“Why do I feel more drained after my dream month than before it?”
Here’s the answer:
Because you’ve never been shown how to win without betraying yourself.
You’ve only seen success modeled through self‑abandonment - pretending you’re not overwhelmed, scripting “authenticity” for the algorithm.
But not here. Here, we say the thing - the whole thing - before we’re ready, before we’re perfect, before we shrink it so everyone else can swallow it.
Because I don’t want your likes. I want your liberation.
What Liberation Sounds Like
It sounds like crying in your car because someone finally named what you couldn’t.
It sounds like laughing mid‑breakdown because your inner critic got exposed and lost its grip.
It sounds like someone telling your story… before you ever spoke it out loud.
That is REWIRED.
This is just Episode One, but if you’re listening right now and something in you is whispering, “This is it… this is the one,” that’s not coincidence. That’s your future self saying, “Keep going. I’ve got you.”
Some days, this podcast will feel like medicine.
Other days, it’ll feel like a mirror.
Sometimes, a gut punch.
Sometimes, a portal.
But it will always - always - be real. I don’t owe the world another polished coach. I owe my people a voice that doesn’t flinch.
Who We Are Here For
This space, REWIRED, is for:
the spiraling geniuses
the sacred rage‑holders
the unmedicated mystics
the creators who can’t follow up on leads because they’re afraid of being seen at scale
I’ve been there. This is for the ones who know they’re here to lead, but need a place to land while they figure out how to lead without losing themselves. This is your launch pad and your beanbag at the same time.
So welcome. You found it. And I’m not going anywhere.
Let’s burn this shit down and build from truth. Let’s f*cking send it.
Deep breath in… audible exhale.
Deep breath in… hold… hold… hold… audible exhale.
And this last exhale - let it all out, whatever you feel inside of you. I’m doing it too.
Deep breath in…
Hold…
Hold…
Audible exhale.
Welcome to REWIRED.
I’m glad you’re here. Let’s get it.
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